One minute I feel lucky and the very next I feel I have nothing. Happiness evaporates into thin air. Am I not looking at things in the right perspective?
Why do people make promises on people so dear to them and don't hesitate to break it at the very first opportunity? Their promises make me feel good but the pain is lot more when it is broken. With a broken promise a lot of it goes away 'Trust' primarily. Was I better off without a promise? Did I ask for it? No...It is made out of guilt. You shed a few tears...make some promises....you feel good. You break it and you don't even remember it.
I am seriously writing cr*p here. Nothing is making sense. But I am HURT. I am not trying to use a vocab my mind would want to...writing straight from my heart.
At this very minute I don't even wish to live. The pain is that bad. But there are promises I have made to people and I have got them to keep.
Why do people make promises on people so dear to them and don't hesitate to break it at the very first opportunity? Their promises make me feel good but the pain is lot more when it is broken. With a broken promise a lot of it goes away 'Trust' primarily. Was I better off without a promise? Did I ask for it? No...It is made out of guilt. You shed a few tears...make some promises....you feel good. You break it and you don't even remember it.
I am seriously writing cr*p here. Nothing is making sense. But I am HURT. I am not trying to use a vocab my mind would want to...writing straight from my heart.
At this very minute I don't even wish to live. The pain is that bad. But there are promises I have made to people and I have got them to keep.
